Cereal, and the Insatiable Appetite

I was one hungry hippo today.

fabulous right? yes, yes I think so.

And eat, I did. In fact, I’m munch-in on cereal right now(hope is sticks!!). I think I was eating something every half hour come afternoon. I didn’t eat too much in the morning, my mind was holding me back a bit. I was all excited to munch on the bag of trail mix I brought throughout my boring classes. Of course, as my luck has it, it wasn’t in my bag like I thought it was. I had a good breakfast but I could have eaten more. like I said hungry hippo! My appetite has been insatiable all day. Even though I had a bar in my bag, I didn’t eat it (I did finally eat in apple though). I asked my self why about a hundred times, no good answer. How lame. So when I got home, I asked myself again. Still, there was no reason I couldn’t have the bar and a big lunch. I had all the reasons in the world to eat some serious fuel. From here, the day got a whole lot brighter.
Today, i loosened my grip, I have taken another step in letting go.

I felt freedom.

A freedom that can only come from a healing and cleansing hand. It wasn’t any specific action of my own. And it wasn’t an intervention, he wont come in and pry my fingers apart. but when I open up and allow for God’s hand to come in he gladly cleans out the gunk. Peace is what follows, and in my case, good food :P

Inhale goodness, truth and beauty, exhale all that does not serve you.